I will forever be reminded of my first love, the way he walked, the way he talked and even the down to the scent he would splash onto his muscular frame.
I guess in life your only allowed one first love, and anyone after that..well then your left feeling like a heroin or crack addict trying to achieve that mind altering sensational high!
Unfortunately, that high, you may never feel again. It's crazy how we compare anyone that may be a future prospect to that great old flame we refuse to emotionally let go!
What keeps us tied to that one we let slip away? maybe there are children involved that our constant reminders of what use to be or maybe it's the fact that you could never Reel this particular fish In.
Why is it that we want what we cannot have and disregarded what we can have?
It's funny because some people go through their whole life searching for that one person they share common interest and chemistry with and never find it! Why is it that when you have found the qualities your in search of in a individual, their usually: Married, Gay, or just plain ole unavailable? Why do we put ourselves through the torture of wanting what we can not have? Is it a challenge? Or is it simply pride that wont allow the ego to accept that he or she, just isn't that into you..
Whatever the case may be, it's comforting to know that the "Want what we can't have club" in their quiet moment has that fish that got away, swimming in the pool that has been dug in the back of their mind!