Sunday, March 9, 2014
There was no noise to keep her awake in the dark of the night, as she closed her eyes, his vision she'd fight, wanting, hoping, even wishing this time it be right.. but just cause she can't see it, don't mean she can't smell shit right?
Another sleepless night in Vegas as she holds her pillow tight.. It can't be a lie, a thought she whispered in her head as she gave him a look over as he slept over night.
Wanting it to never end..those hugs that held her tight..
She wondered how long she'd be able to play the game..wondered how long it would be, before she could utter his name.. No she didn't want the drama, that came with wanting him.. all she really wanted was for the two to be forever friends..
She thought about his smile.. the way he made her laugh.. day one... day two.. Damn! that shit went fast.. She couldn't bare to think that he'd be soon part of her past.. No.. she wanted..even needed to be closer to him then ever before.. Anticipating the moment he walked back through her door.. Would she say she loved him? No. She wouldn't dare.. in a way, she thought it to be truly unfair, to harbor such feelings for a man she couldn't fully say belonged to her..
All she knew was she needed him..yes..yes sir..
There was something real about the way their souls connect, the way he pushed up on her and kissed her gently on the neck..
Only time will tell excactly where she stands, but until that day.. She'll forever remain his rhyme to his music and continue to live his dance.
What is it about him that makes a woman dismiss the things that he does that brings her pain and allows her to continue to go through the drama over and over again? Have we as women began to say"with the shortage of good men going on in society, its every two women to one man" I'd like to think that there are still women who feel that being intimate with another woman's man is strictly off limits. At least that's how I feel.However, does the dynamics of things change once you have gotten to know that man? Once you have accumulated several text messages in your phone, several conversations and multiple nights where you have laid awake on plenty of countless nights thinking of him.
Is the woman to blame or does he share the blame as well? because after all, didn't he deceive you? It's one thing to be half way honest and a whole other thing to flat out lie to ultimately get what it is you want. As a man that is in a relationship, whether that relationship is good or bad, the terms and stipulations of that relationship become irrelevant when the whole truth has not been told.We as women should begin to look deep.. maybe investigate the situation a little more before entering into something that could eventually bring you pain
I feel a lot of women end up in these type of situations, not by being ignorant, but by being lonely for whatever reasons why we are lonely, and simply looking for someone to fill that void...
We are mother's, doctors, healers, cooks, housekeepers and the back bone of our homes, and let me assure you, that at the end of the day, we in turn want what we dish out daily..love.
But does love come with a price now a days or are we better off without the drama?
I'd like to believe and maybe this only exist in the fairytale land of Pisces, that somewhere, some place, love is in the air, Guess you just have to be able to see things with clear vision and keep your senses open, because if something is off, your sure to smell bullshit someone around..
It appears that Jay-Z and Beyonce, just may not be attending Kim and Kayne's wedding, which initially Jay-Z had agreed to be the best man, however anyone familiar with the situation, knows all too well the beef that Kim and Beyonce has had brewing over the years. Jay-Z, simply refuses to have his wife or daughter parading around on a live reality television show and before that happens, he'll opt out of being Kayne's best man at his wedding in May, if the wedding is televised on "Keeping up with the Kardashians". That has to be some kind of awkward for Yezzy being that him and Jay are extremely close.
It will be interesting to see how this wedding/best man thing pans out in the end.. But hey, if Jay can't stand in, Kris Jenner has already got plan b in full effect...There's Always Rob.
Friday, March 7, 2014
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Published with Photo Blogger for Windows Phone.Yes,it's true. Lil Boosie has been released from Prison early. Lil Boosie was incarcerated back in 2009. It will be interesting to see just how fast Boosie jumps back in the swing of things. Fans of Lil Boosie also appeared to be happy the 31-year- Rapper had been released early and now a free man, with fans taking to Instagram and Facebook, singing and posting about him being released. Well Lil Boosie,we here at Wellsink.. Would like to send a huge.. Welcome home to you!! http://kewellsink.blogspot.com